I have a lot more to write about this week then I think I have in the past. I have been so stressed out over everything. To calm myself down I have started to put together a scrapbook for my son. I went to hobby lobby and bought some scrapbook paper and I have been collecting things since I found out I was pregnant. A couple days ago I was watching the video my dad took of my sons birth ( not the actual birthing part, just up to that and after words) it made me cry to think my little baby is almost 6 months old. I feel like it was yesterday when I found out I was pregnant. Time flies by so fast that it is unreal. I remember my mom telling me that it felt like she blinked and I was an adult. Of course I didn't feel that way at the time, it seemed like an eternity before I got to be on my own, but perspective changes when it is your little one. I want to save all the memories I can. Sometimes it feels like a hour passed and he already got a little bit bigger. Right now he is in the stage of all he wants is mommy, mommy, mommy. I love it! My husband on the other hand isn't so shot up over it. I have told him that soon enough I won't be the cool one anymore and all he will want is daddy. So for now when he cries I baby him and give him whatever he wants, sleep in momma and daddy's bed and let him only want me regardless what anyone else tells me to do. I know soon he won't want me anymore and it breaks my heart. Why can't they stay little forever that would be the best thing for me.
They grow up too fast so you are right to cherish your time with him now. I will tell you that you will probably regret letting him sleep with you. I know I did the same thing and my 10 year old still wants to sleep with us! We have finally gotten him to just bring his blankets in and sleep on the floor when he wakes up in the middle of the night. Maybe someday he will sleep in his bed all night!
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